i decided the formats of my journals would be like this: about 1 sentence of information, the ss section, and then the actual journal.
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dear secret santa folks, i have the journal to my wishlist and refs right here if you need it: [link]
i am only only only joining 3, even though that's "alot" but you know, i have nothing else to do.

here are the ones i'm IN, thankfully im accepted to all three i wanted to join!<3
& 's secret santa, and
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~come join as well! it will be fun
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Yeah the secret santa is a copy paste from last journal xDDD.
O.M.G.
Do you know Studio Ghibli? That's the studio that produced Spirited Away, and Ponyo (i think u guys should know these two)
Just ... This morning at 2 am i watched Princess Mononoke, and later Howl's Moving Castle. To my list of things i've seen from studio ghibli, i've also watched The Cat Returns, Whispers of the Heart, Spirited Away, and Ponyo.

All of them are so very amazing, but i think the very very best, and most complex one is Howl's Moving Castle.
The story is so incredible, and even though you THINK you get it, go read an analysis and you'll find all the things you don't really see. The animations, and scenery, and the characters themselves are so beautiful and perfect ;m;
But the best of all must be the story.
The movie is based on the novel/story itself, so i can't imagine what kind of awesome genious wrote this story.

anyways, man i wish i could write something so incredible, or make. But i can't 3:, for now i have yet another thing to look up to <3
mehhh i wish i could have written a story with so much details and gwaaahhhhhh i dunno something awesome enough.

okay so in other news:

ON MONDAYS, TUESDAYS, AND WEDNESDAYS, U.S TIME i will try my best not to go on the computer. i feel like itachi or something when i say my eye sight is deteriorating. Rofl yeah. But i tried to go for the whole nine yards (one week w/o comp) last week, and caved in on thursday. But i had a lot of fun on my days without computer and there was absolutely nothing bad about not playing computer :0 nothing, everything i gained was benevolent. Crazy huh?

ALSO
i watched hino livestream up until 4:00am and as it is my nature i don't like how terribly fast it eats up my eye's health... YES ICARE ALOT ABOUT MY EYES IMSRRY ;m; i don't want to wear glasses or contacts.
So from now on when hino livestreams on a weekend i'll only go until 11:00pm and then i will force myself to either close all tabs and monitor, or shut down the computer at exactly 11:01pm if i can't leave. srsly im too addicted to u hino.

:/ ... there's like one single bright side to this,
i'm finally writing a "real" story, as in one that doesn't end in 10 pages flat. IDK ppl like my short stories alot cause they're random and perverted so this will be a treat for all those who : a) believe in 2012, and b) hetalia. of course like everything i do it's on paper and not a document. so my poor DA fellows can't read it unless i type it up.

it's gon be the most comforting (in a perverted way) story you've ever laid fingers on <3 and sometimes when im sad i like to go back through my writings, so i want to write something really long for a rainy day.

~that is all, and perhaps too much all, but yeah,
have a nice day

P.S: I SAW HINO'S FACE AND HEARD HER VOICE, AS MY FRIEND REMINDED ME, A LONG TIME AGO I WISHED THAT FOR A CHRISTMAS PRESENT AND NOW IT HAS COME TRUE!
however still want other gifts though xDDD